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| May 28, 2004 - 9:35 am |
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CHAINS
In the darkness I hear another man sob.
what crime have I done, what soul did I rob?
darkness settles around me, chilling to the bone.
off to my left, I hear another man moan.
this could, hard metal presses against my skin.
I open the floodgates, and let the despair in.
these cold, dark chains that bind me...
only serve to remind me...
in this place, all are dead.
and those above, not a tear to shed.
in a world without care...
the pain, the burden, I cannot bear.
I cannot, I will not, live like this.
so I surrender it, unto the darkness.
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RAGNAROK
I'm crying, and no one feels my pain.
I'm hurting, and no one gives a damn.
I'm weeping, chocking on my sorrow.
I'm dreading, waking up tomorrow.
I'm falling, and no one lifts a hand.
I'm dieing, and no one tries to help.
about me, no one cares.
to help me, no one tries.
to save me, no one moves.
to mourn me, no one cries.
feel my sorrow, and know despair.
for me, from you, there is no care.
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4-LETTER WORDS
P-A-I-N
its when your gut is wrenching and you want to weep
H-A-T-E
that feeling thats always been shown ya
G-O-O-D
put before nothing, its what your daddy called ya
G-O-N-E
its what your dad 'n mum are, they couldn't take ya
F-E-A-R
its there inside ya, taking over
L-E-S-S
comes after worth, you're always called it
K-I-N-D
its what no ones ever been to ya
L-O-V-E
its what no ones ever shown ya
S-H-I-T
its what your in so deep, you can't get out
H-U-R-T
you feel it deep inside, please just end it
H-E-L-L
who cares, its just more of the same
B-A-N-G
its the sound of the gat that kills ya
D-E-A-D
its what you are, now and forever
P-A-I-N
its what you used to feel, but now its gone for good
C-A-R-E
its what even now, no one shows about ya
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WHY NOT LOVE?
why not love, why not me?
am I cursed to live and die alone, happiness never to be?
I see relationships come and go, but for me, no one cares.
why the hell not, am I worth nothing?
all I get is a whisper in passing and lots of blank stares.
I am human after all, you know?
I breath, I bleed, I feel!
I feel pain as deep as anything you've ever felt.
in this dark satyr, is this the hand I'm dealt?
well fuck this world, and fuck this life!
I'm through with the pain and with the strife!
it ends now, cause another day I can't bear.
and all I wanted, was someone to fucking care.
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THESE BARS
an open sky, full of stars
I cannot see, behind these bars
the sweet whisper of the wind
I cannot hear, these bars won't bend
a breath of fresh spring air
to stay behind these bars, I cannot bear
clean white snow on a winters day
behind these bars, its cold but gray
a great vast forest of evergreen
behind these bars, I dare not dream
a pure white beach, and water so blue
behind these bars, sanity is failing, if only they knew
a life and a family, it seems so rare
behind these bars, with no one to care
an open road and an open sky
behind these bars, I think I'll die
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GEEK
I am a geek
everyone tells me so
but if you think I envy them
and their happy lives, and happy loves
you do not credit me with enough
I am shunned by the popular crowd
and am always found alone in groups
but I revile in this fact!
I have no one to bother me
I have no one to love me either
but that fact is inconsequential
I am alone in the world
but the world cannot bring me down
I need not love, I need not happiness
for I am a geek
love by none, abhored by all.
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TOMBSTONE
I have a name.
it is carved upon my face.
I have a birthdate, and a date of death.
they too are gouged into my flesh.
"gone but not forgotten" I tell the world,
but no one knows me, so who can remember?
sometimes they bring me flowers, but they are meant for another.
I sit here every day, despite the weather.
wind and rain beat at me, and I can't help but laugh.
I am not filled with mirth, but sadness oftimes consumes me.
I have to make an effort to retain my sanity.
for though I am granite, marble and bronze,
the tears and sobs I see daily,
scar me as deeply as even the strongest of gales.
a hundred years I've stood my vigil,
and a hundred more will see me yet here.
my existence is my curse.
a life surrounded by death, sadness, and sorrow.
and the knowledge that morning brings the same tomorrow.
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ANYONE?
I live a life of solitude
the number of my friends can be counted on one hand
I despise the day and seek the night
darkness is my refuge
my life is filled with despair
alone with my thoughts, I wonder
does anyone really even care?
I am a shadow that no one sees
shadows are ignored until their gone
I have to ask myself, is it true with me?
if I were gone tomorrow, would the world notice?
anyone?
who would care?
anyone?
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ROLLING THUNDER
(gl Thunderball aka Tarnus!)
I'm a trigger-happy sonuvagun
hang wit me, ya better learn to run
got the cops on my tail
shot a man, then jumped bail
piss me off, I'll put you under
no one messes, with the rolling thunder
blue lights flashing, pulled me over
I ain't even halfway sober
whipped out my sawed-off
the fool didn't get a shot off
two in the chest, blown asunder
cause the fool tried ta mess wit, the rolling thunder
stupid lil punk swung at me
I snap-kicked, broke his knee
turned, done near beat his life out
kicked his ass quicker 'n an Ali-Tyson bout
ya step to me, ya dun made a blunder
don't ya ever mess wit, the rolling thunder
float like a butterfly, sting like a bee
your hands can't hit, what your eyes can't see
I'll hit ya hard, hit ya fast
more 'n 10 ticks, you won't last
hit ya left, hit ya right, hit ya over, and down under
I am the best, I am the greatest, I am, the ROLLING THUNDER!
Entry Edited 1 time - Edited on Jun 2, 2004 - 8:40 am
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